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Student Teaching: Fears, Hopes, and Forgiveness

  • Writer: Geneva Sambor
    Geneva Sambor
  • Dec 22, 2017
  • 2 min read

Four years ago, I was told I would student teach my senior year. It was a long way away, and I just tried to get through my undergraduate coursework. With the end goal so close now, all I can think is that I should have been reading classroom management and lesson planning books. Why didn't I apply for a substitute teacher job earlier on? How does everyone else in the education major have more experience than I do in schools? Why didn't I do more research on the American education system in the first place?

These are my intrusive thoughts, that annoying voice in the back of my head that keeps a running list of all of my insecurities and sets standards unrealistically high. I'm going to be a student teacher, and the whole point of student teaching is to learn how to teach. I'm not already supposed to know everything. So, I remind myself that I need to breathe. I remember that I have a whole network of experienced professors to draw from. I know that my mentor teacher will give me constructive feedback. It's way too easy to fall into a hole of self-doubt when you have zero experience.

In times like these, it is necessary to think of hopes and outcomes. Here are a few of my own hopes:

 

1. That I will get constructive, timely feedback from my mentor teacher.

2. That I will plan ahead and use the time that I have wisely.

3. That I will build connections with faculty members in the new school.

4. That I will not be hesitant to ask for help when I need it.

5. That I will pick myself up on the harder days, and be ready to go again.

 

Here's hoping that I will take what I've learned and use it to learn a lot more.

I forgive myself for not having learned everything yet.


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